There were a bunch of interesting events in these past 5 months after I started my job. However, too many things that prevented me to write another post again, ranging from mild depression, thinking about the future, what sort achievement that I already really have and what is the next step of my life, the real purpose I mean.
Occasionally, I felt being lonely which makes me thinking to find a partner, a friend for life, and someone whom I can talk and share a lot with. I thought about it for a long time ago…
It was hard for me to find the perfect balance of finding someone while pursuing my goal, which I had set up before I got the scholarship. Therefore, I decided to stay back a little bit and focused my energy on studying two years ago. However, event after accomplished all of my goal – with the series of lonely feeling – , and finally started my job again, I was drowned into deep anxiety again. It forced me to rethink about all of my purpose of life which make me unsure whether I can finding a perfect soulmate for love.
And I met you, Even though we have known each other before, It’s not until I really meet you and have a deep , meaningful conversation from the bottom of the heart. You shared the same dream that I used to have, we have the same faith about the truth and life, also you have been experienced a lot of pain, which definitely make you stronger. The moment I know you more, at that moment, I believe that we can start a life together. It is not about beautifully crafted love words that packaged by good poem and artistic writing, but more than that, It is all about how you and me can share the common goal and practice together, both in the spiritual and real life. Thanks for accepting me and our definition of love. It still a long way I guess, but as we started as a grown up, not a childish one, I do believe that we can face the problem as a grown up couple as well. Love you ❤
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